I’m not happy with that last post. It doesn’t do justice to how tender and loving things are between Donny and me. How he kisses me tenderly, how he asks me if he can get me anything when I’m sick. How good it feels with him. How right things often are. How happy I’ve been.
A friend told me that the front part of your heart is the part you show to the world; the part that holds the love you give and get. She said the back side of your heart is the part you keep just for yourself. It is private and precious and special. I think I connect to the back side of my heart here in this blog. That’s why you have been so important to me.
So that last post wasn’t exactly what I wanted to say about my relationship with Donny. But I also can’t completely disregard what I wrote. After all, it was the back of my heart talking to me.
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I love my husband, we’ve been together for almost 13 years, married almost 6 of those years. The thing is when I meet him we could do anything together sexually, he was willint to try anything, now we have no sex life and when I say none, I mean I get a kiss on the forehead or lips and then that’s it I get his back turned to me while he’s going to sleep. It’s been over 2 years and nothing. I don’t want to cheat but i’m such a sexual person. I watch porn and masterbate all the time. I’m just tired of it. I need to feel hands all over my body. I need body heat. I crave his touch, but he just brushes it off and says a marriage isn’t about sex. I don’t know what to do now. I love him to much to think about leaving and I have our daughter to think about. I just need some so bad it isn’t even funny. Toys aren’t the same as a real life person.
Comment by Diva Sasha December 20, 2008 @ 11:53 pmhow did i come across this web sight? who knows but it gave me some insight on a friend of mine, his wife tells me everthing, and i mean everthing,how he only last 5 min. and how she wants more in a sex life, you know , more everthing. i will foward this sight to her. I could help her,but i am married, sometime’s i wonder(as all men do) what would that ride feel like?
Comment by ernie December 21, 2008 @ 1:53 amInteresting blog. I found it through Blog Catalog when I was doing some research on one of my own posts. Found myself reading a number of your posts. Will visit back more often.
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Comment by The Constant Complainer December 28, 2008 @ 9:13 pmCleveland, OH